I AM FREE

this has felt like the longest week & weekend ever. I completed high school - finally. which came with, having to turn all these petty final projects, papers and assignments & crazy times at school...so it has been fun, but stressful at times. but the stressful times were comforted with delightful bbq's and sitting around fires with friends and family. I am so blessed

stranger to change

changeverb: to make the form, nature, content,
future course, etc., of (something) different from what it is
or from what it would be if left alone.

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change is a word & action I hate. I like being comfortable. It's not really a good characteristic or quality to have. I like routine and keeping things the way they are. but then again, I guess it depends on the situation.

change has become the story (or a new chapter if you will) of my life in the past month! My family and I have moved from the house I grew up in for the last 18 years...and the last 21 years for my parents. It was quit sad actually. I miss everything about my old house; smells, textures, feeling of being home, sounds, colors, coziness, set up, yard, ect. So yeah, it's been hard but our new house is cute - but it doesn't feel like home yet...it's been about two weeks and I still feel like I am at a family members or a friends house....it's weird, a whole new experience. another change is that I am three days shy of being done with high school FOREVER! this change is a change I have actually been looking forward to for some time now though no more bells ringing, nagging teachers, crowded hallways, mean liberians, rich kids, the smell of pot in the parking lot every morning, lockers slamming...the list goes on...and I'm not going to miss it. I know college is still school too, but the schedule, rules and people aren't as rigid. I'm so ready to be able to move on with my life and go where I want to go, do what I want to do...