space between

Shawn McDonald's music has seriously ministered to me so much through this whole wandering/waiting season... especially this song, I feel like I could've written this song! through this foreign season -- God has really been filling the space between us. all the late nights of doubt, depression, anxious thoughts, turmoil, and lots of tears have all really just lead me closer to Him! I know that in the darkest times, God's light is the strongest... slowly the space between us is closing in. no matter where I end up or what I end up doing... Jesus is enough & He is all I need.  Jesus is the only thing that will ever make me whole. Jesus is the one thing that will always stay constant though trials/change. so here's to where/when/whatever happens next in my journey!

 

I'm still up, and its 3 in the morning
I try to sleep but my mind keeps going
Am I awake cause You're trying to speak to me
Lying here with my ears wide open
Can You fix what I know I have broken
There's a hole in my heart where I need You to be
But I'm right here, and You're right there
Will You take this wall I built and tear it down

And do what You always do
Making the old so new
Taking away the space between us
Filling it up with more of You
You do what You always do 
Cause You're my rescue
Taking away the space between us
Taking away the space between me and You

Never really meant to be so distant
Should have known that it made no difference
You were holding my hand when I walked away
And You were there in the middle of the night
You were there when I lost my sight
And You're still holding me today